Author name: Paul Hagen

Week 6 log – 2026

The discipline of doing less After two intense exam weeks, this one was intentionally quieter. Instead of pushing forward or trying to regain momentum immediately, I stepped back. The focus was on giving my system time to settle before asking it to perform again. This log reflects on what it means to truly pause, and […]

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Week 5 log – 2026

After intensity, space This week marked the end of my exam period. The focus was narrow, the pressure was real, and most of my energy went into getting through it well. With the exam now completed, this log reflects a week of execution – and the need for distance before reflection. Week 5 metrics TrainingWorkouts:

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I Know What to Do, But I Don’t Do It –  Why understanding doesn’t translate into action

We often treat accumulating knowledge as a form of progress. Learning more feels productive. It feels like movement in the right direction. And in one sense, it is. Understanding brings clarity. It makes situations feel more manageable. But clarity doesn’t necessarily change anything. You can understand a problem deeply and still stay exactly where you

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Week 4 log – 2026

Narrowing focus Last week was about tightening structure. This week, that structure had to hold as outside pressure increased. With the first of two exam weeks underway, my attention and energy were more limited, and the question became what to narrow – not what to improve. Week 4 metrics TrainingWorkouts: 4 | Cycling: 4 hrs

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Week 3 log – 2026

Choosing less Last week I adjusted my physical environment. This week was about tightening how I operate within it. Nothing had broken, and I wasn’t trying to fix a problem. But as the days unfolded, it became clear that some choices were still being negotiated too often – in my work, in my training, and

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Week 2 log – 2026

Between states After a week that felt almost boring, this one introduced a different kind of friction. Nothing in my routines had broken, and the work still got done. But I found myself stuck between two mental states – unable to fully relax, and just as unable to properly focus. Week 2 metrics TrainingWorkouts: 4

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Personal Accountability: What It Actually Means (and Why It Matters)

Personal accountability is widely talked about, but rarely explained clearly. Most advice focuses on discipline, pressure, or systems meant to “keep you in line.” When those fail, accountability is often framed as a personal flaw rather than a misunderstanding of what the concept actually is. In practice, accountability isn’t about controlling everything or blaming yourself

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